SHOW ME HOW TO LOVE U

I am trapped in this crowded world, where people seems to be coming and leaving. I am deafened by voices, crying outloud surrounding me, asking me to come and be happy. I have chosen things that I’d believe to be the best for me and for You Yet the things I’ve done somehow made me feel I am far from You Your beautiful memory is fading, still I try to scratch for it’s remains For the blind world has blinded me, and the light which I always see from your face slowly dissappearing I try to hold tight the remains of your memory and struggling to hold them dear. Yet all things I’ve done seems to be somekind of delusion  I am suffering from the hunger of your love.  I am longing from the touch of Your hand. I need You to hold me like You used to do I miss the warmth of Your smile that changes clouds to shiny day I’m longing to be close to You and feel your gaze, radiating love and energy I am sorry for every terrible things I had done For in a while I’ve forgot You, my Precious One But this moment I wanted to promise You In this remaining moment Show me how to love You